Sunday, July 25, 2021

Walls!

 Walls Give Up Your Laughter

After living in our ‘little bit of paradise” home, we are going to move. The papers will be signed in a day or two, and then our home of twenty years will belong to someone else. Our reasoning is proper in selling it, though very hard to hear those words we spoke to ourselves. “We are getting too old to take care of the grounds and the ever-present maintenance on the aging house.” So as I go from room to room, reminiscing about the glorious times we had here, “I find myself crying for times passed.

Walls, I plead, give up your laughter. I know you have noted each laugh around a card game; you have preserved the glorious enjoyment from watching happy grandkids playing with cousins and, of course, the pleasure of new baby giggles. Remember the contentment we found here within the walls that surround us. Walls do not hoard within your timbers, nails and paint the precious memories that made this old house a home.

Is there a moving box big enough to hold them all? How can a mere box hold the gentleness of a breeze or the closeness of a walk to “The south forty,” as Larry dubbed the grassy pasture that we gazed at from our bench? How do you pack away sorrow? Is there any way to gather grief? Does the laughter of loved ones who have passed still echo within the confines of these walls? Can the tears be noted that fell to the floor as the Lord counted each one and held us through many storms of life? Yes, walls give up the tenderness of these memories, give up the gentle moments even now as we remember.

As I moved from room to room remembering, the love that abides here, I concluded that these walls have heard and seen laughter, but so too has my grateful heart.

The old bridge that brought love to our door carried stores of the stuff that memories are made laughter, tears, and praise for the Precious Lord that allowed these walls to contain it all.

 

Monday, June 28, 2021

 

 Role In The Dirt

One hot summer day, I watched our Blue Healer, Rocky, stroll across the field and walk into the neighbor’s pond. He looked rather handsome with the sun behind him as he emerged from the refreshing water. As is typical of wet dogs, he shook himself, starting at his nose and ending at the very tip of his tail. The water danced in all directions, with the sunlight reflecting off of each drop. Then Rocky did something that ruined the serene scene. He trotted his wet self to the nearest dirt hole, lowered his shoulder, then his entire body into the waiting dirt. There he proceeded to roll from side to side, not missing a square inch. As I watched in amazement, I was reminded of myself. No, I do not roll in the dirt after a refreshing dip in the pool, but there have been times that I did something similar. After wonderfully refreshing times with my Lord, I have followed up with a good roll in the dirt.

I have praised God, enjoyed His presence, and found myself falling even more deeply in love with him, but come away from these extraordinary times only to find myself doubting, worrying, or forgetting the experience that drew me to my precious Savior. Unlike my furry friend, I did not mean to go there, but I did. Perplexed, I wondered how this could happen. I do know, according to the bible, I am not the only one to whom this happens. Paul, even Paul says though he wants to do right, he does what he hates.

 

I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do, I do not do, but what I hate I do. Romans 7:15

I am not a theologian, but I know “the enemy” the devil hates for us to enjoy the Lord’s presence. He cringes as we praise Him and loves to see us innocently waltz out of the refreshing “Living Water” and find ourselves rolling in a wallowed-out dirt hole of doubt.

I prayed with a young woman who cried as she told me how she had been so close to God but then found herself doing what she did not want to do. My heart broke for her and myself because I have been there many times in my life.

How do we avoid the dreaded dirt hole? First, I need to be ready and alert for the attack and then remember the truths that I have stored in my heart. Put on the whole armor of God. The belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness that protects our heart, along with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. Take up the shield of faith, the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

The bible tells us that we all fall short of the glory of God, but He is ever forgiving us and sends His Holy Spirit when we are tempted to lower our shoulders into a pit of sin and doubt. May each morning be a reminder of His unfailing love for me even when I bathe in His glory but head for the nearest mud hole.

 

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I entrust my life. Psalm 143:8

Tuesday, February 23, 2021

Do Not Limp

Do not limp, I told myself! I had surgery going on four months ago, and though the pain is almost gone, I still favor that side as I have for all these months. Yes, there was pain but now I should be able to walk without a limp. I should be able to walk down the stairs without the tediousness of one step at a time fearing my unsteadiness, but I must talk stern to myself and just do it.

 

Today as I talked my way down the stairs unsteadily, I thought of the church. Not any one local church but The Church. We have been limping along not doing what we should be doing, we have been lukewarm pew warmers instead of warriors in God’s kingdom. Yes, we have been injured but it is time to stop limping and take on the world and never give up. They have taken our sacred symbol from the courthouse as if the Ten Commandments were nothing, Nativity scenes at Christmas are banned by local governments and Merry Christmas does not pass the lips of cashiers for fear the Lord’s birth might be recognized. Our government officials openly reject the church as non-essential and dismiss the bible and its laws. Yes, Church, we have been injured but it is time to stop limping and come boldly to the throne of God and realize His spiritual healing has already taken place and courage is given to those who will be revived. Awaken church! The ills of this country can never be solved by human hands no matter what party is in power.

 

And who knows but that you have come to your royal position for such a time as this?

Esther 4:14

Did you know that we as Christians are royalty?

In 1 Peter 2:9 it says we are!

But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of the darkness into wonderful light.

1 Peter 2:9

We have all come to our royal position when we accepted Christ as the Savior and King of our lives. As. royalty, we have been called for such a time as this.

Awaken Church and take your royal positions as ambassadors for Christ. The laborers are few even though the harvest is plentiful. Walk out courageous and strong!

 

DO NOT LIMP!


Monday, February 1, 2021

Love Songs!

The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing. Zephaniah 3:17

Just so, I tell you, there is joy before the angels of God over one sinner who repents. Luke 15:10

At the funeral of a beloved uncle, I listened to the beautiful hymns sung but was touched by the song “Deep Purple” written 1930 and published in 1938 which was my aunt and uncles love song. The words, though written for a young couple in love, were also appropriate at this time with these words “as long as my heart shall beat”, we all long for that kind of love. As was the practice back then, the hospital stay after giving birth was quite lengthy and my mom was missing her one year old daughter (me) and the song "My Happiness" rang true to her about her baby girl as the lyrics go,  how i long to be with you" and continued until she passed away.  I didn’t always understand that love until I got kids of my own. I don’t recall that my husband and I ever decided on any one song but many songs remind me of our dating. Occasionally I get on one of those hip-hop station playing those songs of the 60s and I can go back to those days of sitting in his 1964 yellow SS Impala; at the outdoor root beer stand while the songs of the time played on the radio. Happy songs of young love! “The Yellow Submarine by the Beatles or “Stop in The Name of Love” by the Supremes.

Right now I am listening to love songs of a different kind! They take me back to a time when we made a commitment for a life time. They are songs that tell of love that could never be measured. The truth that I hear in them has rang true for all of these years. They are songs that tell of the gospel of Jesus Christ. My mind goes to one Sunday morning when we sang “There’s Room at the Cross You”, there we found that there was indeed room for two young seekers. “He Touched Me” and he made me whole still rings true these 51 years later. Of course who could forget “Amazing Grace”, “What a Friend We Have In Jesus” and “The Old Rugged Cross”. When my youngest daughter was very sick in the hospital , Larry and I slipped out to go to church and was given hope and sang with great enthusiasm “Hold on my child, joy comes in the morning”. Joy came right then because I knew how much He loved us, but joy came as our little girl recovered with none of the lasting effect that the doctors predicted. Joy did come in the morning many times in these many years and still I hold on to this promise.

Psalm 30:5 Weeping may endure for the night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.

I love so many of the new songs that we sing now in church, but my heart is full of those love songs that I have deep in my soul. Those songs that are stepping stones through my life. Songs that tell of his love, his promises and his presence in our life. “No One Ever Cared For Me Like Jesus”, “The Garden” and “How Great Thou Are”.

As we celebrate this month of Love with our Sweethearts, I praise God for my Sweetheart! How brilliant of God to know that we needed a helpmate. He is my best friend who has walked with me through the many years. His memories are much like mine because of the happiness and the sorrows that we have shared with Christ by our side. Praise God if your “love” songs are many!

Saturday, January 23, 2021

Heart Stopping News

 In 1956 I had a little girl friend that I played with when I was eight years old. There's two things I remember about her. One was we watched Elvis Presley on the Ed Sullivan Show at her house because we had no TV at that time. I also recall that my little eight year old heart stopped as I watched the beautiful singing of the handsome idol. The second memory was going to Bible School with her one humid summer night. I climbed up into the car and my friend and I giggled all the way as little girls are prone to do. We were led to a stuffy room with other second graders who all sat on tiny colored chairs with just the right sized table for little kids. A nice lady, who patted my shoulder as she passed, handed me a piece of red construction and another piece of gray paper. The glue was put in the center of the table along with crayons to copy what she wrote on the black board. These words would become the most important words that I had heard in my young life. For the first time I learned I could pray to God. The nice teacher read from the bible that Jesus's friends asked him to teach them how to pray. I wondered why these men would ask Jesus this. Did they notice a difference in Jesus after he had talked to the God of heaven. "Teach Us To Pray" was scrawled on the board as the story was told from the worn bible of the one who held it. "You and I too can talk to God", she said with such love in her voice. I glued the sheets together and cut lopsided lips to finish my masterpiece. I left that little room knowing that I could talk to God. As soon as I could, I tried out this promise I was given that evening. Most of my prayers started like a letter, "Dear God", I would begin. The hot evening ended with a singing of "Jesus Loves Me" which also rang out as a testimony about this new friend I had found.


I guess my faded piece of paper with "Teach Us To Pray" must by now be 65 years old a genuine antique in anyone's book. To preserve the brittle paper, it is kept in a zip lock bag that takes me back to the most important lesson I ever learned.


Praise you, my Dear God for looking at a wee girl and giving her the most wonderful gift. It's funny in a way that my young heart was stopped by a king that sang "Love Me Tender" but was blessed eternally by the King of Kings who tenderly taught me to pray.

Sunday, January 17, 2021

Men of Galilee

 

Men Of Galilee

 

When I was a young Christian and raised my kids, I dodged all talk about the return of Jesus. I almost refused to think of the “tribulation” and the world coming to an end. After all, I wanted to raise my family and grow old with my husband. As can happen, I have grown up and grown old in the Lord and look at life through different lenses. I am no longer afraid to read in Daniel a great book of prophecy, and I often flip to the back of my bible to read the God-inspired words given to John the Revelator in the book of Revelations. I wince no more at the mention of the “Rapture”, Jesus’ return, or the anti-Christ, but stand amazed as I behold God’s plan.

 

Prophecy is being fulfilled as things become more evil in our world. My heart breaks for babies killed in the womb, deception and untruth prevail in our land, and the government strips Christian symbols from the American landscape. I have heard Isaiah 5:20 quoted many times during the last several months because the world has indeed been upside down.

What sorrow for those who say that evil is good and good is evil, the dark is light, and light is dark, that bitter is sweet and sweet is bitter. Isaiah 5:20 

While the book of Isaiah speaks the truth and we see these scriptures coming past right before our eyes, John’s gospel gives us instruction as to how we should function as we wait. Jesus said to feed His lambs.

As the disciples watched Jesus ascend into heaven, they could not take their eyes off of Him, but two men dressed in white stood beside them, “Men of Galilee,” they said, “why do you stand here looking into the sky?”

 

I’m afraid I am guilty of gazing into the sky. I have said many times, I hope the Lord takes us out of here. Christian friends and I have been found longing for Jesus to come again with a trumpet blast. Maybe this is our time to go into all the world and make disciples of all nations described in the Great Commission given by Jesus. Though we should be ready to fly, and I believe I am, the work assigned to me before I was born is not finished until that time. Go into all the world and make disciples in all nations, must be carried out, even to our last breath.

 

Men of Galilee, you can keep one eye to the sky, but we still have work to do!

 

Saturday, January 16, 2021

My Little One

My Little One

 

While my youngest baby slept, that warmer than usual spring day, I sat on the front porch steps to watch the kids play. I was a little weary but none the less feeling so blessed by my house full of amazing children. Feeling a little guilty for the long rest I took while dishes, laundry and supper prep went undone, I got up and started into the house. Just as I did I heard the voice of my neighbor calling my name. In her hand was a tiny news paper clipping and on her face was a sweet smile. “I have a little poem for you”, she said with that same smile still beaming. As I read the tiny scrap, tears of joy trickled down my face to think of the blessings God has bestowed on me and the awesome responsibility that came with the blessed gift.



My Little One

As I sit here tonight in my bedroom

watching my dear baby sleep,

I can’t help but think of the blessings

That God bestows on His sheep.

I just read aloud from my Bible

To my baby there in her bed

I thank God for trusting her care to me

To be physically and spiritually fed.

May God always give me wisdom

To teach and train her each day

That she may grow into womanhood 

Serving Him all the way.

And I pray as I ponder this evening

That God in His infinite love

Will constantly lead her and guide her,

And prepare her for heaven above.

 

Many times I recited this poem over a sleeping child to remind myself of the blessings He lovingly placed on this forever grateful Mom.

 

As my kids have grown and have their own families I still pray without ceasing for my little flock. I come in humble adoration for my precious Father and Jesus Christ my Savior for bestowing on me “My Little Ones”.



Children are a heritage from the LORD, offspring a reward from him. 4Like arrows in the hands of a warrior are children born in one's youth. 5Blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them. They will not be put to shame when they contend with their opponents in court. Psalm 127:3-5